summer heat. :]

it's summer and I've got nothing to do. SORRY.

every night, I am in an oven, and every morning, I'm overcooked. :]

that is how I feel this summer. Haha. There are nights when I can't sleep at all. Times when, I really wanted to sleep but I can't, because of the extreme heat. I'd get up, drink water or turn on the fan, try to sleep on the floor [it's colder, don't you know?].. And many many things.. When I get up, it feels like I haven't gained energy. It's like I don't have energy at all. And I feel dizzy all the time. Hahah. [Well, I wake up at 9 or 10am.]

What do I do this summer? Well. I just spend time in front of this laptop. I watch dvds [anime&stuff]. Say, what have I watched this April? Well.. Hana Kimi (Taiwanese), La Corda D'oro, Suzuka, Perfect Girl Evolution (currently watching - about to finish), Aishteruze Baby (currently watching)... Movies.. iL mare, Juno, Shutter. :] Enough with the movies and dvds.

Haha. What more with the computer? Hmm. Photo-editing. Well, I have an album here and in my friendster account. I needed to make videos, pero tinatamad ako. I surf the net. Constantly checking my friendster (every 2 days?!) hahaha. What else? I go to my mother's office. I read manga there. Well, I can't watch there anyway, so I just read and read manga.. like comics. :]

What else? Going anywhere. With anyone. Usually with my mom, family or friends sometimes. Haha. to SM, Trinoma, Eastwood, anywhere... UPIS sometimes. haha. and to.. PAULINE's house -- thank you very much pauline. :]

The sad thing about the summer heat is... I haven't gone to any resort, pool, beach or anywhere. Awww. I really want to swim! haha. In the meantime... Just spend time in the shower, around 1 hour.. joke. :] haha.

wala talaga akong magawa. sorry.:]

what do you do when you have no choice?

what can you do when you have no choice?!
is it a hard question? can you answer that for me?

apparently, I have no choice. I wanted to go somewhere this Saturday.. April 19. along with my friends, classmates.. Some people already know what's happening. I really wanted to go and join. BUT.. There's a family thing, at the same time. That family outing whatsoever was planned a month ago. When I told my father about the event with my friends, he said NO! I should come with them, because that event has been planned a month ago, it's a family thing, I can't leave them, and they won't allow me to join my friends. That's it. and there's no hope. I told my parents that... "Yes, I guess I have no choice so you don't need to push that hard.".. I mean... "alam ko na, hindi nyo na kailangang ulit-ulitin pa." Well I guess I'd have to accept the fact.. I have to let it go?

But well I guess it's hard to accept that. I mean, how can I accept that? I want to join my classmates and friends so badly. What am I going to do??

surrender. will i do that? i dunno. maybe. there's no hope anyway.

To my friends there on saturday: Enjoy everything that's going to happen. You don't need to tell me what happened.. Haha. Iinggitin nyo lang ako, langya. [expression] :]]

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a thought popped in my head.
it just popped. :]

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"it's been a year since I made a lie.
Will it be true as time passes by?

Sounds impossible,
you know it too.
But sometimes I believe
there will be me and you."

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:))

♥♥♥

lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

Nakakainis na talaga ang globe. I think... magpapalit na ako ng simcard.

Kahit kailan talaga.. Globe ang panira sa araw ko! Alam mo yun, yung parang ang saya saya mo na ngayong araw, sabay gusto mong kausapin yung mga tao, e di syempre magpapaload ka. Mag-uunli ka.. etc. Tapos, mawawala lang naman yung load mo! As in, p30 ko nawala.

bakit ako gaLit sa globe sim ko?
1. Nawawala yung load ko.
iLang beses nang nawala yung load ko dahil sa kung anoanong hindi ko alam. malalaman mo na lang, wala ka nang load, aba. perfect! *sarcastic.*

2. Hindi ako makapagsend.
Fine. Wala akong load. Kahit sa 222 hindi ako makapagsend?! what the?! hell.

3. Nafrufrustrate ako.
Dahil nawawala yung load, at hindi ako makapag-send.... frustrated ako! buwisit na. nasisira araw ko. sayang ang kasiyahan. :c can't they make people happy at least?!

4. Sayang pera ko.
dahil nawawala lang yung load, malamang, sayang ang pera ko.

any advice?

siguro, magpapalit ako ng simcard. either smart na ako ulit, para tipid, or globe pa rin, pero ibang number. what do you think? please heLp me.

anyway, these are my current numbers:
gLobe: 09272949449
smart: 09286093207

kung marami akong katext sa smart, magssmart na ulit ako. mag smart na kayo!