grades. :]

YEHEY. i got my card today!

I got my precious card today. yehey. It was supposed to be released on april 25, 2008. But, unfortunately, our cards [dragonfly] was not yet signed by our principal. So it cannot be released. Maam Alma, our adviser, told us to get our cards today. So we went to school and I got my card.

I know that my grades somehow went down, so I wasn't that excited. I have also seen my card last april 25. Hehehe. They really all went down! hahaha.

But then I noticed my GWA of 1.35! Maam told me.. "hilain mo pa yan".. so I thought it was kind of low.. but.. when I saw the other's cards.. I said to myself... WOW!!! Is this really true?!?! I'm... high... as in.. highest?! I really can't believe it. Well.. I have 4 averages of 1.0, but that's mostly math... algeb, geom, comp sci, and health. haha.. I really can't believe my eyes...

I really wish my 4th quarter geom grade of 99 was my 3rd quarter grade... Hmmmm... If I had a grade of 99 in the 3rd quarter then I shouldn't have cried and I could have walked up there.. What a shame..

Haha. I'm not boasting or something, this is my online diary after all, I'm just saying what's on my mind and what I'm happy about, and also, what I'm sad about.

As of this moment, I am happy because I realized that I can do it after all. I've always thought that they're better than me.. I have always looked up to them. Now I know, that I can actually do it..

I hope no one hates me for being like this. :D

disappearing acts.

april 30, 2008.
goodbye for now. that's all I can say.

Should I tell you what this goodbye is for? This goodbye.. should i tell you??

I guess I should, why are you here anyway. I guess you want to know. I think so.. or maybe you just accidentally popped in my site and you saw this post?! How could that be?!

Later on this evening, I shall go to my cousins in Bicol... They have been waiting for me. I will be joining my tita Rose on their trip to Bicol.. This evening, I shall leave. And I am not sure if I had prepared. I shall prepare my clothes and all.

Sorry if I have been disappearing quite a lot lately, I've been going to places or staying at home. I just go to school and settle businesses and then I disappear. Always. Sorry.

Sorry if I haven't spent time with my friends... I know that the other day you three were together. Karina, Pau, Mara. I was with my mom then. We went somewhere. And today, I wasn't able to meet you because I still have to prepare..

Sorry if I haven't told you that I'm going to Bicol. The trip was not that sure.. So I didn't want to announce beforehand. And I don't want the many goodbyes, "take care", "pasalubong",... That's quite... hmm.. It feels like I'm going abroad if you're telling me that. So, I don't want to waste any... whatever you call that.

I won't be texting that much from the day I go there till the day I come back. That's why I have been saying a lot of goodbyes lately. I mean in the group messages. hehehe. Yes, double meanings.

What else? If you'll ask me when I'll come back, I really don't know. Hopefully I'll be back here on May 9 for the Che Dept Outing on May 10-11. But, I don't know when's the trip back. It's fiesta there on May 5-6. After that we should be heading home.

To my fellow KA people.. Sorry I can't attend the meeting on May 6. This is my long awaited vacation. I'm sure that's not quite a bother right? I'll be back soon, you know that. Joie and Ysay knows that all..

goodbye. see you. i'll be back soon.

hana kimi, taiwanese and japanese.

Hana Kimi: Taiwanese or Japanese version?

Lately I have started watching the Japanese version of Hana Kimi, a very great romantic-comedy drama. Hahaha. I am currently in episode 7 out of 12 of the Japanese version. Which one do I like better?

Hana Kimi: Taiwanese Version

In the Taiwanese version, the boys are cuter! Hahaha. I really like Wu Chun! He is so cute. But, Ella really looks like a boy, and she doesn't look that pretty, well, that's her role, right? She should look like a boy! Hahahaha.b

The plot of the Taiwanese Version is somehow well planned. The events are connected. I like it better than the plot of the Japanese version with too much twists.

The lead guy, Wu Chun, is sweeter and gentler in the Taiwanese version. As people say... KILIG!!! and.. comedy! wahaha.

The best!!!!


Japanese:

I don't like the lead guy that much but Nakatsu is somehow cute and the girl is cuter. She doesn't look like a boy. The head of dorm 2 isn't like Senior Nan of the Taiwanese Version. The school doctor isn't as GAY..

The story has many twists. Haha. The events happen very FAST!! It's comedy to the max! The japanese version is very funny. But, the plot isn't as well planned as the other one. Mizuki Ashiya is in the beach while Sano is in the training camp! What?!?! It's better in Taiwanese version, they're always together, haha. That's what I want.

The japanese version has many school somethings. I think it concentrates in the school also or... I can't really say if it concentrates more on the romance stuff of the lead actors or the comedy of the school people..

Sano Izumi is not gentle and sweet.. Aww. He is kinda cool-acting, cold-blooded. Hehe. Even if he's changing a bit, the change is too... hmmm...

But.. I'm quite enjoying the japanese version too, hehe. It's comedy, and yeah, I think I'm about to add Nakatsu to my crushes, but... I really like WUCHUN!:D

so.. the conclusion is... THIS:

The Taiwanese Version! Featuring WuChun and Ella!
The other guy is cute too! And the doctor! And Senior Nan! And the GAY one... the school idol, they're all so cute! :D

hahahah.

i have just created something new. :]

I have just created a new blog. yehey.

Thanks to KARINA BULONG.

this is my old blog:
my multiply journal

April 29, 2008. I have found a new interest. Karina Bulong, my dear friend, sent me the URL of her blogspot, and then, I saw her site. I became interested in making my own. So, this day, I started editing my site and all. I did nothing but edit and post here today. Hahaha. So, it's all karina's fault!!! Wahahaha. Even Pauline became interested in blogspot and blogging. I guess that's what you do when you have nothing to do. Hehe. And when you want to say something or whatever... haha. An online diary.. waah. :]]

Hey, you can view my other profiles or sites!!:] you can view my friendster profile. you can also view my multiply account, a lot of pictures and stuff. Hehehe.

marshmallows breaking wood. problems with people.

Marshmallows breaking wood.

hmmm. whatever happened. all I can say is... ewan. I don't know. Anything. Haha. Do you really believe that little marshmallows can break wood? Maybe when the wood is with things called... anay:] Para sayo pauline, magtatagalog na ako. :]
At dahil sa iyong wish, ako'y nag open-up na rin.

Ewan ko lang kung ano nangyayari.. pero basta. ewan.
Ang problema talaga sa mga tao ay nagkakaroon ng big deals sa mga bagay na wala namang saysay. haha. Kababawan lang ata.?

Naniniwala ba kayong ang matibay na bagay ay masisira lamang ng isang bagay na walang kuwenta? para sa akin kasi, hindi. kasi kung matibay talaga yun.. hindi magkakaroon ng anay (kung iyon ay kahoy.)... Pero bakit ba magkakaroon ng anay? Pag hahanapan mo ng butas. Kung maghahanap ka ng butas, makakahanap at makakahanap ka.

Tingin mo ba binabackstab ka ng mga kaibigan mo? Yun ba ang dahilan kaya magkakaroon ng kung ano ano pang backstabbers galore? Actually, wala naman kaming binabackstab sa inyo. Hindi naman kami mang babackstab kung hindi kami inaano. Haha. Trust naman dba. "Relationships are built on trust." Di naman kami nag-isip na binabackstab nyo din kami. Trusted namin kayo. Kaya nga ang slow ko eh. Nyahaha.

Tsaka..May sikreto lang talaga kami. Haha. Baka masabi ko pero hindi dito. Dapat sasabihin ko yun kaso.. may pinag-uusapan kayong iba eh.

Hindi lahat ng sikreto namin kailangan alam nyo din. Bakit, alam ba namin yung lahat ng sa inyo? Hindi naman kami nagrereklamo kung hindi namin alam ah. Hindi na namin pinapakialaman yung kung ano mang may tinatago din kayo. Tahimik lang pag OP.

Tsaka, sa iwanan factor. Hindi naman sa kailangang magkakasama tayo lagi. Mga tipong kapit tuko? It's not a big deal dpat dba. May kanya kanya tayong buhay. Tsaka naiiwan lang kami. At minsan kung nang-iiwan kami, dahil naiiwan kayo. Parang yung nangyayari sa min minsan. Pero it's no big deal. Haha. Understand. understand.

About sa ugali namin, whatever it is... just look in the mirror. Sa ugali nyo..? Anong ginawa namin? Understand. Or kung hindi maintindihan, wag intindihin. Eh kung ganun talaga eh. Mataray talaga eh, ganun siya eh, wala tayong magagawa. Medyo mayabang, fine, hindi naman kayo ang niyayabangan eh. After all, we've been friends for a long time. We should be able to understand each other na.. or just bear with them. Accept them. Love them for what they are. :]

Sige, hate mo kami. Pero ito lang masasabi ko, kahit papano naman, I do not hate you. I may just hate the way you are right now. Hahaha. (Linya yan galing sa isang manga.) Nagtatampo lang ako. Yun lang. :]
Sa totoo lang, halos wala naman akong problema sa mga kaibigan ko,. Ang problema lang talaga ay.. kung may problema sila sa akin.

Kung medyo second person point of view to.. Para naman toh sa kahit sino eh. Alam kong marami dyang nagkakaproblems. Maraming away dahil sa mababaw na dahilan. Haha. Pero sana naman hindi iyon ang dahilan ng kung ano pa man. Nyahaha. Goodluck. :]

Let's be true friends, okay?

lokong saturday. :] with CFC people..

april 19. lokong pari. lokong saturday. lokong araw. lokong mga kasama. lokong... loko-loko ako.

Nung saturday, nagpunta kami sa isang parang family outing/event along with other families. Doon kami sa guest house ng MWSS. Malapit sa EcoPark. Noong araw na yun, wala akong load, ayaw gumana ng ipod ko. Pero happy pa din ako. Hehehe. Super. Baliw nanaman. Hahaha. Loko loko kasi yung pari. Naglecture siya. Ay mali, TALK pala. :) Merong siyang sinabi.. syempre. 5 main points yun. direct, inspect, protect, perfect.. ay nalimutan ko yung isa. magaling na bata. nyahaha. So.. yung ikkwento ko, hindi about sa lecture. Sa kalokohan nung pari. May itsura naman kasi yung pari. Pero di ko talaga ineexpect na sasabihin niyang guwapo siya. at nagsasalita pa sya ng mga words like "malandi" and stuff. would you expect that. ang baggets eh. nyahaha. ang sabi pa nya. think POSITIVE. mind set. kung ayaw mong tumaba. wag mong isipin na "hindi ako maitim"... kasi daw ang mababasa ng utak.. "maitim ako" lang. :) kaya dapat.. "maputi ako." eh tapos sabi din nya.. wag magsinungaling. so ang sabi nya... "GUWAPO AKO!" san ka pa?:) madami pa siyang sinabi. about sa matalino sya, mayaman, etc. ANG HABA NG HAIR AH! :) pero okay lang, super TAWAnan kami.:P

ano pang nangyari after? so may misa.. kainan. next big thing is..

SWIMMING! Nagswimming kami sa EcoPark. Actually parang.. nyagak! Ang dami kayang tao. :P Hindi nauubusan?! Pero enjoy naman kasi. Kasama ko sina Nash, Harold, Ate Cheena.:) Nakakatawa dun. May babae. Nakatwo piece. Tapos.. As in.. nakakailang siya. Alam nyo na yun.:) Nyahaha. Basta. Naglaro lang naman kami sa pool. Yun lang naman. Hahaha.

Actually, after swimming.. NAWALA p100 ko! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Then after.. KARAOKE!! nyahahaa. So, what happens pag kumakanta ako. Syempre. Sing.. kanta ng kanta. :) May matataas. May mabababa. MAg male at female voice mag-isa. NAgduduet mag-isa. Tipong ganun. Haha. Nagduet kami ng tatay ko. Aruy nanaman. Ang close tlga namin tingnan. Close tlga ata kami eh. Kapatid nga lang daw nya ko eh. HEhe.

Edi pagkatapos ko kumanta kanta at tumawa ng tumawa. Ayun. The usual.. picture taking! kahit na hindi namin bahay yun. ayun madami kaming pix ni ate cheena. kasi kami yung vain, nahihiya yung mga bata at antukin, natulog si harold. hehe. :)

after ng pictures..UWIAN na!! ewan ko kung bakit pero masaya naman siya! naHYPER ako eh! :P

hehe. enjoy your summer everybody.:)

eat a lot while it's summertime. :]

hahaha. SUMMER.

so, anong ginagawa nga ulit pag summer?
kumakain. :]
nakakatawa kasi super kain ako kanina ng meryenda.

nakakaantok kasi sa dept eh. ayun tuloy.. mga 4:30pm.. nagpunta nlang kami sa baba at kumain sa canteen. so ayun. kumain kami ng baked macaroni. at hindi lang yun, pizza din.. so syempre nabusog ako. pero wala pang drinks yun.

hindi pa yun nagtatapos dun syempre. kumain pa ng halo-halo. dun lang naman sa main lib. discovery kasi din namin ni paupau yung shake dun na parang zagu eh. p20 lang naman. [nag-advertise?!] haha.

so ayun. tapos. ano pa ba? meron pa kong kuwento. nung isang gabi.

nagpunta kami sa house ng friend ni mama. walang party dun ah.. tapos.. kasi may mga empanada. :] tapos madami yun. eh may 4 na flavors. haha. eh nasarapan ako. natikman ko lahat. naka-5 empanada ako. ang takaw. nyahaha,.

pasensya walangmagawa sa buhay. pagkain ang nasa utak. at madaldal ako. halata ba?

summer heat. :]

it's summer and I've got nothing to do. SORRY.

every night, I am in an oven, and every morning, I'm overcooked. :]

that is how I feel this summer. Haha. There are nights when I can't sleep at all. Times when, I really wanted to sleep but I can't, because of the extreme heat. I'd get up, drink water or turn on the fan, try to sleep on the floor [it's colder, don't you know?].. And many many things.. When I get up, it feels like I haven't gained energy. It's like I don't have energy at all. And I feel dizzy all the time. Hahah. [Well, I wake up at 9 or 10am.]

What do I do this summer? Well. I just spend time in front of this laptop. I watch dvds [anime&stuff]. Say, what have I watched this April? Well.. Hana Kimi (Taiwanese), La Corda D'oro, Suzuka, Perfect Girl Evolution (currently watching - about to finish), Aishteruze Baby (currently watching)... Movies.. iL mare, Juno, Shutter. :] Enough with the movies and dvds.

Haha. What more with the computer? Hmm. Photo-editing. Well, I have an album here and in my friendster account. I needed to make videos, pero tinatamad ako. I surf the net. Constantly checking my friendster (every 2 days?!) hahaha. What else? I go to my mother's office. I read manga there. Well, I can't watch there anyway, so I just read and read manga.. like comics. :]

What else? Going anywhere. With anyone. Usually with my mom, family or friends sometimes. Haha. to SM, Trinoma, Eastwood, anywhere... UPIS sometimes. haha. and to.. PAULINE's house -- thank you very much pauline. :]

The sad thing about the summer heat is... I haven't gone to any resort, pool, beach or anywhere. Awww. I really want to swim! haha. In the meantime... Just spend time in the shower, around 1 hour.. joke. :] haha.

wala talaga akong magawa. sorry.:]

what do you do when you have no choice?

what can you do when you have no choice?!
is it a hard question? can you answer that for me?

apparently, I have no choice. I wanted to go somewhere this Saturday.. April 19. along with my friends, classmates.. Some people already know what's happening. I really wanted to go and join. BUT.. There's a family thing, at the same time. That family outing whatsoever was planned a month ago. When I told my father about the event with my friends, he said NO! I should come with them, because that event has been planned a month ago, it's a family thing, I can't leave them, and they won't allow me to join my friends. That's it. and there's no hope. I told my parents that... "Yes, I guess I have no choice so you don't need to push that hard.".. I mean... "alam ko na, hindi nyo na kailangang ulit-ulitin pa." Well I guess I'd have to accept the fact.. I have to let it go?

But well I guess it's hard to accept that. I mean, how can I accept that? I want to join my classmates and friends so badly. What am I going to do??

surrender. will i do that? i dunno. maybe. there's no hope anyway.

To my friends there on saturday: Enjoy everything that's going to happen. You don't need to tell me what happened.. Haha. Iinggitin nyo lang ako, langya. [expression] :]]