july30, 08.

bakit ako nandito? para magbuhos ng sama ng loob ko? haay. salamat nalang kay Chad na napagbuhusan ng sama ng loob kahapon. Okay lang naman ang mga usapan namin EXCEPT boy talk. hindi kasi ako talaga lalaki kahit ganun man iyon.. salamat din kay michelle na kausap ko kanina.. na ayun positive din. si Luis din.. "SO MUCH!" nyaak. haha. kay daryll at allan, na nagyayabangan. FYI, di ako myabang. Si "emo", ambot sa emo! :D hahaha. Pau, Karina, Mara.. kaewanan niyo. ang ewan ewan ewan. natawa lang ako. si Celine, ang cute mo. Si isol, ang galing ng camera mo. Si kaniel, jek, gino, nakakatawa kayo.. sa lahat ng tao, nagpapasalamat ako sainyo... kahit onti lang nakakabasa nito.. :D

actually.
kaya ako nandito kasi nung isang araw at kanina at kahapon, ang weird lang talaga kasi ako ay medyo FRUSTRATED. ilang araw na toh! feeling ko kasi, being taken advantage of ako. pero BLAMED din ako. Which is NOT my fault. SO NOT my fault. lahat ng iyon. NO. :c kasi naman, i've wasted all time, efforts, just to get the reactions na...

"wala pa ring picture taking?"
"bukas nalang!!"
"si elise may kasalanan."

KAILAN KAYA ANG BUKAS?

HELL. this is what I get? this is it? THIS?
frustrated ako sa sarili ko. yes. yes.
pero PLEASE. kasalanan ko pa bang wala kayo dun, kailangan ko pa bang magwaste ng H2O sa eyes ko para lang mailabas ang sama ng loob ko kahapon?:c Hahaha.

TWO.
Wala akong crush at hindi malaki ang ulo ko. Oo medyo nayayabang ako, kasi katuwaan lang yun, para maging masaya.

HINDI AKO KINIKILIG!!! ngek naman oh,. di ako kinikilig. HINDI. haha. at walang nagkakacrush sa akin, anong mamigay, WALA noh. Haha. Lahat naman kalokohan eh. KALOKOHAN. xD ako, LOVE kind of person, NO WAY! :D

pero nakakatawa yun ah. natawa tuloy ako. xD

hehe. ang weird. irritation si RIZAL talaga. tapos ako ba talaga si Josephine Bracken? HINDI! HINDI!

:D

whatever elise.
GOGOGO. AJAJAJAJA. :D

cheering on myself.
malapit na birthday ko, regaluhan mo ko ha?:)

AUGUST FIFTEEN! :D

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

July 29, 2008.

Happy Birthday Mithi Kapayapaan Solis Zamora! ♥

We've been friends since grade 4, hindi tayo classmates palagi pero at least kahit paano close pa rin tayo.. Hindi tayo kasing close tulad ng dati pero okay lang yun.. Ang importante, friends pa rin... Walang iwanan..

Marami na sa mga friends ko ang mang-iiwan.. Pero salamat at nandiyan ka pa rin! Cute! :)

Haha.

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.
♥♥♥

in 30 questions.

walang magawa sa buhay..

- - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

1. Who among your friends know the

real you?

-- i don't know?

2. When was the last time you went

out?

-- kanina. SM north. pig-out sa petron.

3.If you could kiss anyone who would

it be?

-- i could kiss my Lil bro, Wim! sa cheeks lang. ♥

4 . What song are you listening to?

-- nothing in particular. Take A Bow ang lss.

5. who does it reminds you of?

-- Rihanna?

6. Last movie you watched?

-- Hancock!

7. Which of your friends live closest

to you?

-- Pio! katabing katabi! xD
-- Pauline...

8. What is your favorite shirt?

-- nothing. dress nalang, pwede?

9. Do you drive?

-- drive you crazy? yes?
-- drive a car, no.

10. What did you do yesterday?

-- interview! Maam Rhea.
-- marami.

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?

-- no. but need to.

12. Do you trust your friends?

-- siguro.
-- ...

13.Who was the last person who called

you?

-- Luis! hahaha.

14.What annoys you?

-- intrigeras. mang-aaway. backstabber. issues.

15. Do you want multiple piercing?

-- eew.

16. Your favorite song/s in your

player?

-- mmmarami!

17. Last time you went to the mall?

-- kanina lang.

18 . What was the last thing you ate?

-- pizza!

19 . Which of your friends would make

the best room mate?

-- ahh. camille san vicente. cousin.

20. last thing you bought ?

-- food as always.

21. Last vacation you were in?

-- Bicol. Batangas.
-- 3 day-vacation (weekend)

22. Do people ever spell your name

wrongly?

-- yes.

23. What's the last compliment

you received?

-- ang ganda ko raw pag nakapikit sya. joke. ♥

24. Who was the last friend you

hugged?

-- Wim! Lil bro ko.

25. Which celeb are you eye candying?

-- wu chun?♥

26. What's next on your wishlist?

-- camera, laptop.

27. Which band's concert would

you want to watch?

-- my own band, kung magkakaroon.

28. What color are your nails?

-- transparent. kasi transparent naman ang nails naturally.

29. Date down a special day for you?

-- fifteen.

30. In just one word, describe

yourself.
-- elise. ♥

-- is this okay?

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

happÿ anniversary karina! :)

first stop.
today is JULY 24, 2008.
And I say:
Happy Birthday KARINA!
JOKE!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! :)

See?
So, buti naman at hindi ako nasagasaan ng motor today, how about you, karina?:D hehe.

Hindi ako nasagasaan. Pero, feeling ko/namin, ay kinain ako ng someone. They eat people because they're transforming when they're in that room...

So haggard day. Sorry owten. Kasi, ganun talaga. At least nakagawa kayo gn filipino nyo. Maintindihan nyo naman yun.. Walang camera kasi may ginagawa kaming importante para kaninang hapon na...._________ :c

So it's a hell of a week. I dare say.

One thing I hope, sa mga sabik nang magclass picture at etc, wag nyo kami/ako sisihin, I hope someone appreciates our efforts... Well I think naman meron.

By the way, inspired ako sa flattering words ni Celine kahapon.
"all around", yan ang aking inspirasyon sa tiring week na toh.

Salamat aking mga kaibigan.♥

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

pure energy! ♥

thursday..

this day is half enjoyment kasi tiring siya. SUPER.

Kasi, si mr. pure energy, mr. Gary V meets Dean C sa UPIS! I so loved his talk. It was so inspiring, he talked as an individual, at hindi niya pinipilit ang kanyang beliefs but still he made a difference.. in my mind. Sinasagot lahat ng tanong.. open forum.. And he did it voluntarily.. Woahwoah.

Second, akala ko pag artista ka, happy happy at wala ka nang pakialam. Hindi pala. Ganun pala siya. Ganun pala.. Grabe..

Tapos si DEAN C! Wooh. Bagong idol. Mini Gary V. Gary V junior. Nung una parang, sabi niya idol siya ni Gary V tapos nun inaasar ko sya na sumayaw, SUMAYAW NGA! Wooh. ♥♥

Tapos tapos... Ayun. Sumayaw din si Gary V! AMAZING grace! hahaha.

Syempre parang naging concert sa huli tapos kailangan namin i crowd control... SCARY! parang madadaganan kami... Natulak nga daw sina Jojo at Makmak eh.. Tapos dapat may maayos kaming pic with Gary V.. NYEK! Ang dami kasi nila! Katakot!

Wellwell. Kami naman ang unang nakakita at nakaamoy sa mabangong Gary V na inintay namin for 2 hours. STAFF! Flaunt your ID! Flaunt it! ♥

Well basta pagkaalis ni Gary V... back to KA LC planners life.. "title title!" "budget budget!" So ayun... 7:30 na ko nakaalis ng school! Panalo! Wahaha. Good thing kasabay ko si Makmak at Lili. ♥

Pero scary ang dilim... 8 na ko nakauwi.. buti walang exhibitionist... Wag nang pangaraping makakakita... NYay...

Tapos si Maam Rhea ang una at huling nakikita ko. First thing in the morning.. At sya huli kong nakita noong gabi... 7pm.. Nagsasawa na siya sa akin! Aww.☻

Well. Tha't Life! LOve it! I love it! ♥

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

to my friends, this one's for you.

to my friends, this one's for you. :D

first stop.
okay na ako sa pinroproblema ko ata nung isang araw. now I just don't care about that. haha.

Thank you Mia, kahit na grabe ka mang intriga at mang-asar nung friday night. Grabe, tinakot mo na ako tapos sabay... Mang-iinggit pa! Nung umaga ko nabasa yung message about sa katext mo. Grabe ah. Wala nga akong crush eh! :P :D

Thank you na rin Kenneth, at sorry sa pagiging drama queen ko nanaman. JOKE. waha. ako, drama queen?! pwede. artista ko at singer, manager. :)

At daryll, if you're somewhere out there, sige bati na tayo. Wahaha. Maging anti-Rizal ka na rin. :D hehehe. Sorry sa pang-aaway ko nung geom, I mean, nung friday. Sorry. Sorry.

2nd stop.
today is Sunday, july 20. ngayon aalis si Meg. dapat ata nagkita kami kahapon (saturday) pero mukhang kinorner sya ng mga cousins nya.. so, sad for me. :c aww. Meg, pumunta ka na dito sa bahay! I want to say goodbye properly. I mean, sana makasama naman kita kasi lately nabubusy ako eh.. hehe.

malapit na rin si pauline. tskers. wala na. wala nang aug15! haha. wala nang alis alis. tsk. wala nag five. diba, paano ka naman makakabuo ng five ng walang one at three? ;) grabe I feel like my whole world's gonna change without pauline mary s. kasi wala na akong bahay... pwede bang maiwan nalang sya dito?

idunno. btw, kung nababasa nyo man to, Meg at Pau, at isama na rin si Mara at Karina. Sorry di ako nakakasama sainyo everytime sa school. Alam niyo namang busy busy nanaman ako eh. Hehe. Peaces. :) Ewan ko kung bakit ako laging nagsosorry sainyong apat. I feel guilty about something. Yung class picture, pinilit kong gawin yun ng andito pa si Meg, pero hindi talaga kinaya ng powers ko. Kasi maraming conflicts. So Sorry... namove siya sa July 24, anniversary natin Karina Viola L..

at siguro... I don't wanna miss you! Kaya... sanayin ba.. haha. ewan ko. I just don't wanna miss you even if I really do.. :c

aww.
it's sunday today.. let's do our crying in the rain. JOKE.
SMILE dudes. kahit busy modes tayong lahat. :D

btw, balladeers. ang hirap gumawa ng ballad. I just can't think. no inspiration. Come on. Inspire me!! :D

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

i hate rumors.

one thing about being happy, not caring about what others think, and having something called "lovelife", whatever and whatsoever... is rumors. there ARE many rumors..

the sad thing is, I'm the last one to know. I think.

Yes, I said that I don't care about what others think. But, you know, this really affects how people see me. How I deal with others.. How I.....

Sumasaya na buhay ko. Now I'm not sure what's going on..

I hate it when all things are unclear and you hear about rumors going on. I hate it! I hate it!

A girl told me she's sorry.. But I don't know why.. If she did something behind my back or.. whatever. The first thing that came to mind was that I don't even know who my true friends are, whom I should trust.. But then, thanks na lang sa kanya dahil naging tapat sya sa pagsososorry. Pero hindi ko pa rin alam eh.

Okay na rin siguro yun kahit na nasira na gabi ko. Nasira na araw ko.

How am I? DEFINITELY NOT OKAY.

Grabe, nakakalungkot naman. Yung My Girl pa. haha. buwisit na araw to oh.

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.
♥♥♥

These ACTS.

These acts.
These kind of acts SUCK.

oh again, pardon me with my language. ♥
but do you know, how many strikes we need to LEARN?

strike one:
kennings (talented troublemakers, losers, xerox machines, cheaters, stupid, intellect wasters)

after the long speech, I hear someone say.. "Tara na mga losers, pabayaan nyo na yun,"

ganito ba talaga tayo, at pinaninindigan nalang natin ba ito? hindi ba tayo dapat MAGBAGO? Tanggapin natin na sinulat natin iyon, pero dapat magbago tayo at gumawa ng paraan. Eh hindi eh, tinutuloy lang natin, WALA TAYONG PAKIALAM. Hindi naman tayo ganun eh, so magiging passive nalang tayo...?

Being passive makes us a part of them.
If were just going to let it pass, then we're not any different.


strike two:
ID vandalism, tampering.
so far, ngayon lang raw ito nangyari. An ID, is an identification card, part of the records, so bakit natin ipepeke? Bakit natin babaguhin, sariling records natin ang pinepeke natin. Pinapahiya ang school natin,..

strike three:

ang pangbubully ng student teacher.

Porket student teacher ba ay may karapatan na tayo mangbully na parang akala natin ay kung sino na tayo para gawin ito? Ano na ba talaga tayo ngayon?

"Umupo ka na" -- ST. "Umupo ka na rin Maam!!" -- estudyante.

Sabihin na nating ayaw natin sa mga ST, pero wala tayong karapatan para gawin to, napaka-WALANG MODO.

"Bumebenta naman eh.."

sabi nga naman ng iba, EH MASAYA NAMAN EH.

pero, HINDI TAMA!

Hindi porket masaya, kahit hindi tama ay ginagawa na.

Hindi porket ginagawa ng lahat, gagawin mo na rin.

Siguro dapat hindi na rin tayo nakikitawa sa ganitong mga bagay. Kita mo nang mali, tatawa ka pa. Edi lumala pa. Ganun, diba?

Oo, hindi natin mababago ang mga tao basta basta. Pero at least, pigilan natin sila at wag na tayong makisama.

other strikes:

VANDALISM.

kitang kita naman kung sino ang madalas magvandal, kung sino ang nagvavandal, at least, kung sinong batch.. lahat na ata ng mga pangalan natin ay nasa mga upuan na. at PROUD ba tayo dun? hindi ba manlang tayo NAHIHIYA?

CHEATING.

alam na alam ng ating mga teachers na talamak ang cheating. mula sa homework seatwork, hanggang sa test at PERIODIC TEST.

Kung ako lang ang tatanungin,

Mas mabuti nang bumagsak kaysa pumasa dahil ako'y nandaya.

Eh siyempre may mamimilit sa atin, "PAKOPYA!" matuto tayong tumanggi, turuan nalang natin sila.. kaysa mabuhay silang pala-asa. Kasi, hindi naman natin sila natutulungan sa pagpapakopya sa kanila. Masama pa ang dulot nito sa kanila.

Hindi natin basta basta mababago ang mga tao.

Pero, simulan natin sa ating mga sarili.. At, wag nating hayaan ang isang bagay na mali.

Nakita mo nang mali, pigilan mo na agad.

Being passive makes us a part of them. ♥

♥♥♥
lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

the camera. :c

the sadness of losing that camera.

oh my god. I miss that damn freaking camera. uhh. say, what's up with my words? Hahaha. How the hell would I know..

I don't use that camera everyday, but it's like it's been a long week.. weekend.. since that freaking CANON A700 got lost. I am NOT the one to blame, I took care of that camera till the last minute. Gosh I'm so dramatic. Hahaha.

I used it monday.. gave it to my mom after... And she never put it back... It was lost.. We think soo..

God grant me a new camera, please..
I'm so lonely without that camera...

I can't capture moments, sceneries... everything..
my life's been...... hahaha

♥♥♥
eLise.