insufficient.

for pKA 08-09.

kanina, nagsosorry si ysay dahil na-late siya, at ayun, technicalities, something. nagsosorry siya for being insufficient, and such. to elaborate: read ysay's blog if you are her contact. So anyhow, ayun nagsosorry talaga sya. Pero, feeling ko, hindi naman naging "insufficient" si ysay. Wala na nga siyang tulog eh. Or... kung naging insufficient man siya, ako rin.. o, tayo rin.

Naisip ko lang, kung may kasalanan man si ysay, kasalanan nating lahat yun. Actually, the thought pa lang na sya nanaman gagawa nun lahat ay naguguilty ako. So, I tried to help her... I offered help. Pero wag na raw. Kahit na ganun, naguguilty pa rin ako kasi, bakit ko hinayaang ganun, e marami pa pala syang gagawin, akala ko kaunti na lang kaya wag na... Kung mas nag-iisip lang ako. Ginawa ko na lang yung quotes for teachers at ayun.

Siguro, kung may ganitong mga bagay.. Hindi lang kasalanan ng isa, kasalanan ng lahat. :) We are one team. Siguro, kung may mapapagalitan, tayong lahat yun. Suporthan natin ang isa't isa. Wag nating kalimutan na may bawat isa pa. Wag natin solohin ang mga bagay bagay. Siguro. Same to me. (sinasabi ko rin to sa sarili ko, okay). :D

Ayun, sana maging better tayo, hindi naman sa pangit tayo noon. Tama nga si maam Diane, alam naman natin na hindi tayo nagkukulang o kung ano man pero sana..sana.. mas mapatunayan natin na kaya natin, na magaling tayo.

Akala ko sapat na yung dati, pero... Kung ano man ang naging mga pagkukulang ko noon... Kung ano man ang mga pagkukulang natin noon... Babawi ako. Babawi tayo. Papatunayan ko sa aking sarili, papatunayan natin sa ating mga sarili... At papatunayan natin sa kanila. :D

We're ONE TEAM! go KA kiddos! :D

i Love you pKA kids! :D

nagmamahal,
LizLiz.

♥♥♥

lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

survey - 32 questions.

Don't u dare lie. Answer honestly.
Lasts
1. Last beer u had
NONE. NEVER.
2. Last beverage
COKE. :D
3. Last phone call
uhhh..uhhh...HALA! wala na.
joke, ewan ko kung si atong o yung pinsan ko.
4. Last text message
kay daryll o kay ate jandelle.
5. Last song played
Paano Na Kaya - Bugoy
6. Last icecream
Swirly Bitz
7. Last time you cried
Hmmm...
1. Have you ever kissed someone?
Kapatid ko.
2. Have you ever been cheated on?
as in kinokopyahan? tsk. grr.
4. Is there one person who can make you
feel better no matter what?
feel better..no matter what.
siguro, pero one person?? haha.
5. Do you find yourself crushing on
someone currently?
crushing on someone again.
6. Have you ever lost someone?
I've lost myself.
7. Have you ever been depressed?
Yes.
8. Do you smile at strangers?
Minsan,
pero kadalasan hindi.
it's FREAKY.
RANDOM:
1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes, may 1000 ako.
2. What is your wallpaper on your celfon?
t-shirts.
3. How many people have you kissed in 2008?
tatay ko, nanay ko, kapatid kong isa. tatlo. :D
4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Yes, I had the good feeling. :D:D magluluto kasi ako ng macaroni.
5. What is a fact about the last person who texted you?
HAHAHAHA! fact: nanlibre siya kanina.
or kung si ate jandol. waha. natutuwa siya sa kanta ni bugoy.
6. Do you hate the last person you kissed?
mmm. kapatid ko? NOPE. :D
7. What are you listening to right now?
tunog ng keyboard, ng laptop ng tatay ko sa kabilang room... WAHA! kanta ni michael V - hindi ako bakla. sakto.
8. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
everytime. most of the time.:D:D
9. What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
KALAT!! :D
10. Last night you felt...
never felt anything. D:D:D
11. Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
si ano at si at si. sila sila. :D
12. Ever been kissed in a car?
nanay at tatay at kapatid ko nga!
13. You're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
tulog pa ako! :D:D
14. Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
puro kiss, nakaka-ewan ka.
15. Last time you laughed?
NGAYON. :D
16. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yes?:D
Pero hello, past is past. Nakalimutan ko na eh.
17. If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
No, I'm not a Jew. :D:D
18. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand?
Yuck, anong technique yan.
19. Last argument?
Hmm. Tungkol sa Emoish Love na anti ako.
20. Plans for saturday?
LAKWATSA!
joke. periodic na.
21. Excited for anything?
occasions. :D:D
22. Last time you were confused?
kani-kanina, ay kahapon. ay ewan.
23. Do you like to cuddle?
ano ako, BEAR?
24. Do you hate when people smoke around you?
syempre. ang sarap paalisin.
25. Who was the last girl you talked to?
si jona.
26. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
nasa bahay ako so lahat sila.
27. Do you have any plans for today?
tapusin tong ribbons.
28. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
nanay ko nga.
29. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
replcement? ang saklap.
if replaced, edi hindi na best.
30. Do you plan on moving out next year?
NO.
31. Are you 18?
NO. fifteen.
32. Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
it means nothing. SOWS.
kinikilig kayo dun?

WAHAHAHA. :D:D
ang kulit ng survey.

♥♥♥

lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

just a dream.

magandang umaga. :)

kahapon ay marami akong pictures na nakuha. ang aga ko umuwi kahapon. ayoko pa nga sanang umuwi. kasi, nakakapanibago. at... ayun. :)

btw, hindi ko pa ma-upload yung pictures, next time na pag edited na. okay?:D

----

kagabi, nanaginip ako. kakaibang panaginip. hahaha.
hindi ko malaman kung bakit ako nananaginip ng ganun.
(hindi siya horror, tulad ng dati. hindi naman)
panaganip siyang, hanggang panaginip na lang ata.

nakakapagtaka talaga kung bakit nananaginip ako ng ganun.
pero diba, ang mga panaginip ay nagpapakita sa atin ng laman ng ating utak na hindi natin masyadong napapansin... kasi ganun usually, minsan ang panaginip mo yung iniisip mo lagi, hanggang sa panaginip napapanaginipan mo. pero, minsan naman, napapanaginipan mo yung mga bagay na feeling mo ay di mo naman iniisip.. pero sa totoo ay naiisip mo o nasa utak mo. hahahaha.

hindi ko alam kung may makakagets man nitong sinasabi ko. pero, ayun.

sana lang nagiging totoo ang iba nating mga panaginip. kasi parang ang saya. hahaha. pero wag lang yung horror thing. :)) (nanaginip na kasi ako na gumuho ang UPIS! please, NO!) :D

---

next.

ano bang mga gagawin ko ngayong weekend.
statistics - reasearch paper.
geometry - project.
english - grp project -- religious personages && monologue.
PA - yung ano. yun. anong tawag dun. haha.
filipino - noli (sus, nababasa ko ba yan.)
algeb - uhh, wala!!
chem - wala na?

parang ang onti na ng requirements na kailangan ko gawin. parang. hahaha.

so, eto pa ang pinapangarap kong gawin.
mag dvd marathon. manood ng mama mia. mag photoshop.
as if. as IF. :D

naku, kasi. elise, mag-aral ka naman. hahaha. XDXD

♥♥♥

lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥

graffiti love.

maraming maraming salamat talaga JOYCE TORRECAMPO.
napasaya mo talaga ang araw ko ngayon. natutuwa ako sa ginawa mong graffiti para sa akin. ipinapangako kong iingatan ko ito at magtatagal ito ng mahabang panahon. grabe. aliw talaga. aliw. na-overwhelm-ed ako. :D hahaha. natutuwa ako. hindi ba halata? :))

you're so creative. i'm inspired. i'm so inspired.

----

nowadays, I think that I am kinda distracted. Maybe it is because of this computer and photoshop. pLease. I don't know. What should I do with the temptation of this laptop here in my room? If I don't use it, I fall asleep. If i use the laptop, I end up spending hours in front of the laptop.

----

I went to the speech fund class this afternoon. Kuya Walter invited me and interviewed me about waste management. That was kind of an impromptu speech, I was really shocked and not prepared. The good thing is, I was able to speak in english straight, even if I was out of words. I was able to speak. Kabado ako eh.

I felt something earlier. I think, though I really didn't notice it the past few days.. I didn't think about those things the past few days so it was normal to see... But then earlier, I just noticed something. Something unusual. Maybe, it was still ____. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.

----

♥♥♥

----

♥♥♥

lovelovelove,
eLise.

♥♥♥